Relationships.

I'm losing lots of relationships with people once again and having to filter them out. It so happens that it many stem from the girls in my life. I have big shoulders. I carry big loads but lately I have been weak. Real weak.

Friends are losing care and moving on from it all. I don't know what to do. I can give up or just take on even more.

The guys are going through a change once again. Seasons are passing and we are going older and in some cases, farther away.

I don't know what to do. I really don't. I know that I can't do it all on my own.

That help will need to come from someone, somewhere somehow.

Every day I go through life hiding my shames, my fears, my struggles and my cries.

I don't know how much longer my mind can take it.

Or will I make it at all.

Now, I do what I always do. Run.

I am running from my problems, running from my fears and running from my friends.

This man has grown old and is to weak to continue.

Adam